dunno y i'm still so upset, but i guess this is life eh? dunno y i have to go thru all this bullshit and make myself suffer. mayb i juz too n00b or too angry or simply i like her too much...still thinking of going back to d past where i dun have such things on my mind, where i kept thinking she likes me and i like her and ... but that's nvr gonna b possible now. i oso dunno y, if she doesn't like me, why does she bother to waste energy to turn behind and look at me in the eye.. but i should known right before all along that i am really bluffing myself by thinking she likes me, coz she has so many male frens, why would she be interested in an idiot like me! but am i a person that is not worthy to befriend? still rmb i went to her blog and tagged, she said she , erm, wanna die? i was like...
juz wondering hasn't it occurred to her that i may have liked her? i mayb not know her, but i looked at her, added her on friendster, tagged her and WANTED to add her on msn, but ron said i shouldn't make d 1st move, but i still made it and...dunno wat to do now, so helpless, so lost, so confused... i can feel all the sorrows pouring into me every single moment.