Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only me in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

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Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

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Saturday, January 27, 2007
11:29 PM

went out to pool with ron and kl today... vidic didn't come today la... make us wait for nth.. sucked at pool today la... most prob coz i nvr played for quite a VERY long time... sian... had a really really good chat with ronson on the bus home... i guess i really miss those 155 days...spent those time fixing my eyes on a point and...me and ron and sometimes aloy on tt bus... den me and ron talkin abt 'fish' yea fish... so ronson , its abt 200times for NOTHING! hrm... seems like i was givin u advice on ur goddess la... last time u advice me so i now advice u lo...

if there's any justice in this world, show it to me and i'll believe it...

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Friday, January 26, 2007
8:19 PM

hrm... back to update again after a very long time....was too tired each time i wanted to blog... hrm.. i shall blog all the way from the ct... was made the CT rep... knn the teacher anyhow announce the name la...but i'm nt sure if the ct rep is something like the class chairman... so sian...had some nice teachers like the econs phy... but some terrible teachers like the maths gp and chinese...'specially the maths la... its like we thought he was a joker teacher until wednesday... he said all those who hadn't done till qn 7 on the tutorial 1 had to pass up by the nxt day... KNN i do till qn9 part iii and he still astrix my name la...and i had to complete the tutorial the nxt day... so i copied from zhi hui lo... knnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...so he aint tt joker anymore liao... and its all guohao fault la... go guai lan him den make him buay song...but andy poor thing sia... do finish qn 10... den last qn is 11 den he oso tio astrix....den gp is like SO FREAKING BORING LA... the teacher like talking to herself liddat... cant even hear her la...den still gt gp project... so sian... all of our group ppl all slackers sia... including... initially our topic was abt the tammy incident but it broadened to 'it advantages and disadvantages...and we came up with loads of excuses to say y we didn't do our projects... sosian la... we gotta present nxt tues and i haven done a single thing... such a slacker...

went for ct outing today after sch to pizza hut...well almost everybody went la... except for dawn which she had gu zhen and weijie who was sick...den weisheng and ernest pon sch today... and summore like yingkai, gabriel vincent etc didn't come... didn't noe y...well i sure enjoyed myself at the ct outing... and i'm looking forward to the OG outing tts coming nxt... although its like REALLY REALLY different from the old days... but oh wells... i wont compare the old with the new...the og was to be bowling and BBQ!! hahaz... cant wait for it man... juz wanna step out of schooling life and go out with frens...and hopefully i can go play pool with ron they all tmr...so long nvr play pool liao... bet i suck at it now...along with soccer... nvr played since the start of the year... so rusty...well i'll oso be getting a class tee!!but its not free la... all have to pay abt 20+ bucks liddat... and sian i've to buy shoes again... wanna buy nike dunk low shoes! anybody with good deals pls recommend me and oso the design muz b nice la... wah lao... going to queensway nxt tuesday with huixin albert ximin huiquan to bargain for deals for the class tee! guess i bond well with both my class and my OG!! all i can say is that 0715 AND OG25 REALLY REALLY ROCKS!! hahaz...ppl sae tt the results are coming out either on the 2nd or 9th of feb!!i guess i'm really really getting nervous... alll i need is 15 pts la i cant do worse than that rite?!?!!?!!?!?!?if i do worse than 15 mayb i'll consider joining poly lo...so sian la...haiz...WHAT TO DO?!

now about the kayaking...the land training is ridiculously tough la... for the 1st 'real' land training we sort of sprinted 4 laps... its wasn't really sprinting la... but it was FAST! i felt like i ran 2.4 la...den after tt we had training of our abs.... did loads of crunches and other funny stomach stuffs... but the end of this part of the training my stomach had hurt like hell la...den went to the fitness corner AND DID 40 PULLUPS la... basket! my napfa for sec 4 i could onli do 5 and THE SENIORS WANTED US TO DO 40 PULLUPS!!? i did 7 without assist and 33 assisted... i did 7 for 1st time den 5,5,5,5,5 till 37... den i really buay tahan liao i do 38, 39 and 40 la... one by one...den we still had to do 120 wide pushups la... siao man...but at the cooldown sessions we were all united man... shouting all the timings out loud... i guess its the team spirit that keeps us moving...den we had the 1 star kayaking course on sat and sun... all i can say is that though sunday was a terrible day for me... i really really dunno wat happened... was too upset or wat la... haiz...but hopefully i am still able to pass my 1 star kayaking...den still gt the water training on wed!!it was damn fun larh... coach let us try the t1 boats is DAMN hard to balance... poor mao cheng... he capsized 6 times...still gt scolded by the coach...so cham... i ALMOST capsized a few times... all u need to do is juz to lean ur body weight ABIT to the side and you're in the water liao...den thurs land training was another siao training... ran 2.4km and i took 11.44 mins!!I IMPROVED!! took 12.43 for the napfa in sec 4....but the thing is the interval training la... 1st was the sprinting of 400m...AND I REALLY MEAN SPRINTING LA! we were told to sprint 400m 200m and 100m... each length we had to sprint 2 times... its either u sprint the 1st and jog the 2nd or vice versa... but it really was veh tiring...and john wasnt feeling very well... but he managed to endure all the way... i oso didn't feel too well, very VERY giddy and the feeling of puking...still had to do 100 pushups at the end of the training as punishment lo... the grace went like a bullet la... basket i asked her to slow down AND SHE'S STILL TOO DAMN FAST!so my last 40 pushups were non-standard... its like my butt remains down and my body went up and down la...

wanted to play pool with gh garrett and yanho today but we wore sch u so we cant... so we went to play LAN and it was like my 1st time playing DOTA and I GOT PWNED!! basket gt 10 deaths and 0 kills... i'm such a n00bie...but it was quite fun la... played CS oso but i keep dying 1st la... knn... WHY THIS WEEK NO SOCCER?! I LONG TIME NVR PLAY SOCCER LIAO !!

you are having your time of fun, but have you ever thought of how i was? i'm still holdin on... but u aren't....isn't it sad?

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, January 14, 2007
9:23 AM

time really really flies too fast! tmr's gonna be the time of makin another set of new friends... no longer OG25 but rather its 0715... btw i changed class but still with the same ppl... still could rmb all the laughter OG25 had...i guess azri and nigel were like the engine room ppl... tellin alll those funny jokes that kept us entertained... so today's gonna be the last day of the OG25.... well most of us la..we're goin esplanade!! going to watch the ny CO team perform... and 1 of my ogl , zhi yin gonna be performing ....but i'm nt sure if tanisha's going to perform as well...but oh wells... taking it to b a 25 outing... den its a another new environment again... so sian, cant they juz stick to og25? but at least dere's zh tts oso going to 15 with me...so nt bad la... can crap with her lo, super lamer...

had kayaking training ytd... well it was damn tiring la... at the start of the training my muscles were oredi aching from thurs training...and also it was my 1st time kayaking... but luckily my boat din capsize lo... but it was hard work paddling... actually if u juz keep paddling its alrite but if u paddle and stop and paddle again its veh tiring.. its like running la... keep running its not so tiring but u stop and run its veh tiring lo...well its coz the damn boat cant go in a straight line... so its like we paddle both sides and paddle 1 side to turn the boat... played some teamwork games in the middle of the river... had to arrange ourselves according to our birthday so we had to stand up on the boats... its like so unsteady la... but nvr capsize la... went back to d shore with my arms as good as being chopped off...but its worth it la.. i mean other sports will oso b veh tiring 1...but i'm still goin for squash trials tmr... juz to try la.. want to try squash ma... oh wells

and thanks fats for sending me tt avril lavigne song...

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Thursday, January 11, 2007
3:31 PM

i still like you.

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Wednesday, January 10, 2007
7:31 PM

had lectures for the past week...but startin from nxt week i've got a CLASS! lol its 0726 la... 07 is d year and 26 is the class la... the lectures were ok la... except for econs which is the ultimate boring lesson... its really really a boring subj la...dunno wat the lecturer was talkin abt la... if we didn't have to copy down notes here and dere, i'd have dozen off liao... its like i've NO interest in this subject la... when the lecturer asked the front ppl y they took econs, the answer is veh standard... coz i've to take a contrasting subject... lol one answered like this and another answered the same oso and the 3rd 1; the teacher wanted another answer la... and i just realised that more ppl take h2 econs than h1 econs... coz its like h1 econs was held in LT1 with onli 250 seats but h2 econs was held in LT4 which had like 600 seats...take h2 fer wat... i nt even usin tt subj in the future la...

having pe tmr, heard from my ogl thats its just running and running... knn y everytime oso liddat 1... sec sch oso running at start of year and jc oso liddat... cant they let us play wat we want?! so sian lo...having chem and chinese tmr... i dunno how're they gonna teach the chinese la... i nt even interested in the subj la... and its held at LT4 so mayb i'll just sleep during that time.... summore its the last lecture so sian liao...oso gt dunno wat civic tutorial tmr its sumthing like CME in sec sch and finally dere's the common lunchtime tmr... but we're gonna mass dance tmr!! hahaz... but i tink i forget all the dance movements liao lol but its gonna be fun! muahahaz...
having econs(oh no!) and maths on fri... so all the homeworks are pouring in now la... wah lao

had the cca bazaar todae and i tink i've decided to choose kayaking and squash... wanted volleyball but it was competitive la... so i cant coz i dunno how play la... signed up for abt 10+ ccas including RUGBY?! lol wanted to try sports this time round so if squash i gt my ogl to help me and kayaking gt another marist senior lol...
so thats abt it now gonna go try do my homework now so sian la...

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Sunday, January 07, 2007
5:46 PM

finally having the energy to post about the past few days so goes it. went to sentosa on thurs on a ny expedition lo... its like going hiking dere with no difference to hiking in ubin... went to abt shortly after noon and had lunch down dere which was chicken rice...den went hiking around sentosa to different game stations and played the games dere... most were fun and required teamwork so we all had to co-operate la(duh). poured in the late afternoon and my shoes were totally soaked... btw my adidas shoes is now completely destroyed coz of the rain plus one of the games... that game required us to take out our shoelaces... well i could take out the shoelaces la but not string it back, so i just tied the laces like soccer boots-style...den after while walkin towards the ferry terminal it RAINED AND KNN GOT LIGHTNING 1 OK! but the lightning was softer than the 1 i had experienced in hougang stadium last year....but me and kelvin splashed thru a damn BIG puddle of water... the fashion parade was serious waste of time lo, was down dere chatting with my og tats all la... wah lao. the whole thing ended at abt 7 plus den me ben john brandon and mao cheng walked from sentosa to vivo... we were lazy to walk back to the bus stop and take bus so we decided to walk.. wasn't veh long but considering that we were exhausted it was...and WOW the food at vivo was EXPENSIVE... knn i just spent abt 9 bucks just on FOOD la nb...went home after that and well i just couldn't sleep with my hair wet so i just watched tv...

the 3rd day nxt; highlight of it was of couse the disco dance la...but it was at nite... and all together i was at ny for 14 hours... knn so long la had loads of fun at the games period... had to oso take off my shirt during 1 of the games and show everybody my skinny bod la.. knn damn! den had mass dance and we learnt the trad dance... ok i dance like N00B la... a real n00b la... hands movement nt smooth etc etc... den ate lunch with my og and then the cheering com... and GAIA WON!! but thats the onli thing gaia won coz the rest we lost... abit pity lo...still gt the faction skit nia.. but it was kinda short for our gaia... but oh wells... den finally the DISCO NITE.. its really like playing soccer la keep shakin and jumping and clapping... knew most of songs they played... but a pity we couldn't form a train la if nt it will be more fun lo...after the disco we waited fer out ogls and went to serangoon central to eat supper! asked jh to come down to join me ... well he went to eat with his fren and i went home with azri on 105 in which i alighted 1st... and i was VERY TIRED!! knn nxt day still gt flag day la i thought it was optional but it wasn't so i had to go... was like veh exhausted liao... went with kelvin around the whole of serangoon central and asked many ppl... met jh while he was on his way to sch fer soccer NABEI~... ate lunch with my og and went to the playground.. listened to them talked but i didn't talked much for i was to tired... met ron they all the sr macs and went to play pool at yck... i won ron once and lost to him once and the current score stands at me 8-5 ronson... the 1 i lost is really really... i had a ball left and he gt 2 left and ITS LIKE HE GOT 2 TYCO SHOTS IN LA wah lao... summore the black ball was like 1 cm away from the side pocket diaoz...also i had helped jh two frens to get into the pool area... coz they were wearing slippers and so they hid in the toilet... lucky ronson had an extra pair of shoes...


sch tmr and lessons start tmr.. sian lo, still dunno wats my subj combi

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
9:04 PM

so 1st day of sch.... so went to ny in the morn , was pretty tired oredi coz i slept at abt 1 plus den woke at 5 liddat...met john at tp den took 105 to dere... waited for ben to come den we went into the hall together...1st part of the day was VERY boring... its like the mc was talking crap den the principal was going on and on , something like brother in mshs... so i just kept messaging john and the rest of d ppl... went for ice breaker games and its like diaoz...ok la... had loads of problem remembering my og ppl names lo...lemme c ah.., gt kelvin,waisan, esther, grace, crystal, nathianel, shu hui, hon yang, anabel, xin yi, emma, chun hiang, sheng li,tanisha, azri, jazilyn, and summore la all forget liao... den ogl's are hong xiang, carine and zi ying....the knn icebreaker session oso gt a game where we had to hold HANDS?! and err thats d 1st time i held a girls hand, and running summore... lost a game and had a forfeit, and it was TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STARS LAR... wah lao, i suck at singing lo...learn some cheers later on... but some of the cheers i've oredi learnt at SJ liao la... its just changing of sj to nanyang onli lo...went for lunch later on at the canteen and had games sessions at different stations... but i reallly really like the MASS DANCE the best! it was damn fun...learning the 'urh' dance movements... but the prob is that, when they teach the back part, i forget the front part liao, so when they ask us to dance the whole thing, i stoning at the down dere... den still gt the trad dance where u're supposed to embrace ur female partner KNN! all the ogl all enjoying themselves i wanna learn those dance moves! i guess all these dance lessons are for the disco nite on fri.. cant wait for that la...

tmr's sentosa lo, having pizza for lunch tmr but we must pay la... nt bad la... still gt mass dance lessons in the morn at sch 1st...den having dinner tgt with my og... ending at 7 oso tmr... but its worst on fri... it ends at 9!!KNN but nt bad la... last event on fri is gonna b the disco nite cool man...

eh so this sat gt soccer anot ronson? or any outing? if nt i organize again?!
ok this is really YOU YUAN WU FEN LA... btw, this is my group identity la... yea yea... fish fish and fish...

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007
9:11 PM

last day of the holidays oredi...really a wonder on how time flies so quickly.... well tmr's gonna be the start of a brand new environment yet again...just found out that no marist are in the same OG for ny lo... so its gonna be new faces all around me... and i feel like its gonna be worst than secondary school la... its sumthing like primary sch where i know NOBODY around me...çept that was when all of us just kids onli and its different now; with all the girls i gotta behave lo...nt sure when's the sentosa trip lo... guo hao said its on thurs leh but ah ben said its on 12/1 so... so wish me luck on going to ny ........

went out to ny in the morn today but it was closed... den went to c a notice board and saw that i was in group 25... no marist in my group, DAMN... after that went to meet ronson; vidic; fats to watch eragon at cine orchard... just the 4 of us... bought tickets abit too late; left with onli the front seats so we had to raise our necks abit lo... pretty nice show but abit too short for a trilogy lo...'One part brave and three parts fool' nice phrase.... nice song also at the end... but it was the short version of Keep Holding On lo...went to shop a little at paragon den ah...RONSON! YOU'RE A MEGASTAR!!! the whole world will c ur face now...u're finally appearing on tv now... hahaz...it was really a funny event la... KEY WORDS ARE GST AND BBC! lol

haiz gonna go pack my things liao fer tmr... and snooze time. cya den

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