Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only me in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

PROFILE

Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

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Her; TPY Zone X Sega Daytona 1994 no.4

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Sunday, April 29, 2007
12:02 AM

you planned it, you half-wanted it,
and now you've got it.
so can you complain then?

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, April 27, 2007
10:03 PM

yea man! went kbox-ing fer the 1st time and it was FUN!! wahahaz...

hrm... went to amk with gh t meet huiquan den we 3 went to the kbox tt was near courts dere la, coz it was like on the way ma... so we 3 went into kbox 1st, since the rest were gonna b veh late. so it was my FIRST time goin la and i was like abit nervous la... and i was the FIRST to sing la, a duet with gh... singing mayday's tianshi. nt bad la... but i can oredi hear tt MY voice is like VERY VERY LOW la... kanasai man...den kept singing and singing on la... later gabriel, vincent came together and then kept on singing la... den weesiong wanted me to pick him up at the mrt station la... which is like so far away from the kbox la... lol so i went to pick him up and weesiong started hokkien songs la... lol 2 of them lor...and i dun understand a single thing abt tt lo... continue singing like free and till 7, we were still singing though we were suppose to leave wat... den it was like after A VEH LONG TIME den we left la... sang bsb, larger than life without the mike and the 6 of us were singing this song at the top of our voice la... whee! hrm and i juz realise tt even with onli 6 person goin fer the kbox, i still felt tt i didn't sing enough la... so if it was more than 6 ppl then this kbox would be somewat boring la... lol so i noe now tt the ideal no. of ppl goin fer kbox shud b ard 5-6 ppl onli


i dunno why the hell have we become like this, i dunno why the hell has the whole situation changed this way, i dunno why you've changed for the worse, i dunno why are you you so dumb, and i dunno if we can get back to the good old days... all i can say is that, you've really changed, and changed to the extent that i dunno you anymore, to the extent, that i've got nothing to say ABOUT you. guess people do change, and drastically in a sense. and yeap, my patience has got its limit, it just so happens that you snapped it, with the way u're in now.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
11:48 PM

I AM HAPPY.


Baby, it's fact,
Our love is true.
The way black is black,
And blue is just blue.
My love is true,
It's a matter of fact.
Oh, and you love me too.
It's a simple as that.
Baby, our love is true.



this is how the story ends? ah wells.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, April 21, 2007
12:15 AM

for all the times you tried to push my head into my food,
for all the times i tried to flick your ponytail.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, April 19, 2007
11:55 PM

so long as you are okay.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
11:21 PM

夜黑夜寂寞的夜里气生气对自己生气软弱的电话又打给你想听你那边的空气有什麽精采的话题你还是温柔给我婉转的距离我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到会很会伪装我自己你不该背我的秘密沉重都给我微笑给你奔狂奔空旷的感情走暴走暴走的伤心透明的叹息最后还是我的秘密我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到听不到听不到我的执着扑通扑通一直在跳直到你有一天能够明了我做得到我做得到我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到


nice song by mayday-ting bu dao.... took k2 today! with xiaohei.... at 1st we pwned everybody when dere wasn't any front seat...BUT, when cher put on the front seat, we tio pwned!! knn capped like free la... really unstable...but atleast we managed to go from last t0 the 3rd kboats... lol....and the MUDDY GROUND IS REALLY DISGUSTING LA... CAN SINK ALL THE WAY TO KNEE LEVEL LA...








the image of you running out of the toilet, screaming(insulting) my name behind me still makes me chuckle.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, April 16, 2007
12:55 AM

J.
You played with my heart
You played with my mind
But i miss you finally
Right from the start
My love made me blind
But i miss you finally
J.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, April 09, 2007
8:03 PM

hah. i'm really really so disappointed. i must be cocked-eye or wat la, to think tt u're a person with a good personality. the moment you said it, i know i WAS ALL WRONG. hah. bet u dun even know tt. bloody selfish shit.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, April 08, 2007
6:16 PM

Daughtry-Its not over

I was blown away
What could I say
It all seemed to make sense
You've taken away everything
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life
but good things in life are hard to find
We'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
I've taken all I can take
And I cannot wait
We're wastin too much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
Cause it's all misunderstood
Well I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
Try to do it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
We can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out
Let's start over
We'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over
Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over
Let's start over
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killin me
But you're the only one
It's not over



went out for 'ct' outing on fri... in which onli 5 ppl went la... knn... all disappear liao... met gh weesiong gabriel and vincent at city hall, den walked over to marina sq. and DAMN, couldn't sing la... coz its like freakin ex la... 20 bucks per person for 5 ppl... AFTER DISCOUNT... lol imagine before discount dunno how much will it be...contemplated going to ktv world at orchard but vincent gotta leave at 6 so not worth it ma... so in the end, watched 'the reaping' and WOW! the sound effects really really rocks man...there was this scene la... when the ppl were in the car and den something hit them on the side AND IT WAS DAMN FREAKING LOUD! so naturally i tot it was a dinosaur but it came out a damn cow, =.=!!...after tt went to zone-x at ps dere to play arcade and den went to paradiz where gh, gab and weesiong played LAN la... so i went to play arcade nearby... coz i dun play lan la...den went home after tt la...

went to play pool after training on sat, but its like i owe ronson eight bucks la knn, coz i'm too broke... but olala...VOILA AND 6-0... and plus the warmup match, so 7 matches lol...had a good chat with ron oso... catching up on each other's life... haiz...ron needs to go home so badly, its so much better for his social life... sianz...

just chionged finish pi la.. and its like sai man... did on louis braille instead of billgates... coz i thought it would be much safer. and i exceeded the word limit for the 1st draft la, so i had to cut here and dere and it became 498 words. sianz... hopefully the teacher will say its fantastic so i wont have to redo, but i'm juz dreaming...

AND DAMN IT! MAN U LOST! aww... 3 pts lost but nonetheless, they are gonna be the champ~~


'It's not over, yeah... This love is killin me But you're the only one It's not over'.
i really hope its not over. coz its really killin me

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, April 05, 2007
10:51 PM

ahh... was rather disturbed at this scene today...all i can say is that people really change and they can CHANGE ALOT...

i see my primary school classmate and some of them were from 6A in pri 6 which means tt they were like smarter than me and were in em1... yet i still c them smoking and scolding vulgarities and acting veh 'beng...unlike me... WAS a guaikia and now still is... i guess people can get influenced rather easily.

izit true tt its because of my 'neighbourhood primary school that people from st gabs should be a gangster.?

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