Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only me in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

PROFILE

Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

DESIRES
Her; TPY Zone X Sega Daytona 1994 no.4

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Friday, April 18, 2008
8:46 PM

had school today. did nothing much, got back my chem test results. passed, but wasn't too good, but nvm, considering the effort i put in. lol. my initial physics experiment was a disaster, cos the voltmeter was spoilt. zzz. gt screwed by my pun. had gp test, and well the questions were difficult. zzz. just wrote some rubbish, hoping i will pass. but most likely not.

played volleyball with jy, wm and wl today. some incident happened, and well, had a good talk. thnks anyway guys.:) haha. didn't get to meet ronson, but next time then. had a good talk with wl too. zzz wl, be a good guy la. don't follow us.

trg tmr 1st thing in the morn. feel like skipping college day. not sure yet. like nobody in our class going lo.

an army of people; a lonely soul; a pretty girl.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, April 17, 2008
9:34 PM

kind of sick. yes, sick of sickness. didn't really feel good from yesterday. came back from trg, drenched in rain. damit. rained like shit near my house there la. zzz. actually didn't feel that bad this morn. could still go sch, but my mom told me to rest. went to a nearby polyclinic to get medicine and mc. slept a while, den played maple.

few more tests coming up lo. tmr gp test, i'm somehow gonna screw it. cos my english just suck. but its not just that that sucks. oh wells. now i hope tt everton will win chelsea. and well, if that happens, haha. some of you should understand that lo.

come to think of it,
i bring laughter to others
i bring sorrow to myself.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, April 14, 2008
10:49 PM


really nothing happening much. had training on sat, but back was still strained from thurs trg, so i didn't do well.


missed synergy on fri to accompany weiliang and weimin. walked around amk hub, den went down to the ntuc. yea, something stupid happened. i really hope that weiliang will wise up and stop being so guai lan and childish.


went gymming with weiliang and jiarong on sun. arrived there late, and went to run at the track for a short while. did the machines, cos was a little tired. weiliang was like damn blur la. went over to a coffee shop to eat, and jiarong treated us to chicken rice. haha, kinda unexpected. went over to central after that and saw this:
well, some wasn't that good, and some wasn't that bad. saw desmond koh, the tv host at mos. did econs at mos, den headed over to the arcade to play a few times. went home after that and played abit of maple.
had normal school today, and well pe. played abit of basketball, den me and weimin played soccer using the basketball. lost to him on freekicks 10-8 la. damit.
studied abit for the chem test tmr, but still not tt confident. oh wells. heard that they're splitting to different lectures, like maths, based on the results of this test.
no matter what i do, you'll always put it down in a negative manner.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, April 09, 2008
9:00 PM

Got tagged by kwek, so just went to try this quiz.

1] At what age do you wish to marry?
dunno, prob i cant even get to.but 26's good.

2] What i want the most now?
hard to describe it is all i can say.

3] Who is the person you trust the most?
my 9 year old sister.

4] Do you think you have enough confidence?
Enough, i think. but sometimes, i don't.

5] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Good results obviously. and well.

6] Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yea, few times already.

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?
Everything, that stabilises my life.

8] Do you believe in eternal love?
Prob yes, but, then again, have never went through it before.

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Most probably no, got no chance too anyway. Dropping hints would do.

10] List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Good listener, good gymming partner, and well, nice host(at times)

11] What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
To just have a steady feeling for me.

12] What feeling do you hate the most?
Something that makes my heart keep falling.

13] Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Sometimes, provided they don't piss me off. But generally, i cherish friendship, but i expect good
friends to be better.

14] Do you believe in God?
I'm a Buddhist. so?

15] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends, Fun, peace joy laughter and love.

16] Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I just know that its all about the feelings.

17] At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
Depends on how it benefits me, or the people around me.

18] What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
Just a good one,

19] What age do you wanna die at?
90?

20] What is your current favourite song?
Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance.

INSTRUCTIONS: remove 1 question from above and type in your own question. tag 8 people to do this quiz!

Kinda lazy to tag, so who passes by my blog, and wishes to do, just do. No harm intended.

Nothing really much to blog about. Just that my results really suck to the core. Oh wells anyway.

Sometimes i feel i'm just too scared,
that the fear of rejection,
even to the point of normal friends, let alone ...
haha.
all i ever wants comes right down to you.


Just drop it, weihan, drop it.
I really hate this kind of inconsolable feeling.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, April 01, 2008
9:01 PM

nothing much today. had some talks about our class results and well, the debate on kheng meng's blog. didn't get back any results today, so nothing new. quite a no. of ppl missed class today. guess they weren't feeling very well then. all must take care:). had pe and my 2.4 was a disaster, at 12.18 minutes. damn. saturday's coming le, sians.

sometimes, i really really want to,
but history haunts me.
but i still.
and i mean it.

expressing the emptiness inside me..