Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only me in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

PROFILE

Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

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Her; TPY Zone X Sega Daytona 1994 no.4

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007
9:49 PM

dunno why i suddenly feel like blogging but here goes...

went fer training ytd and took my TIGER K1!! whee... at last, managed to balance quite well on the tiger la... at least went to the 500m mark and back without capping... whee at least man.......

woke up quite late today lar... den i didn't feel like goin back to sch fer the maths la... and damit lar... i should have lar... damit...was at toa payoh going to mac and jh called me telling me tt he need to tell me something... den after training he told me tt FISH went ny lo...damn, wonder how's she lar... haven seen her like ages liao... oh wells... went mac fer training todae... took k2 stingray with hb, since weikok din come todae coz of his back injury... was quite unconfident in the 1st place lar... coz i haven take k2 like ages liao. hrm all i can say is tt the 1st 5km was shits man... we were slower than tortoises lar...capped in total of 6 times and we were veh slow lar... BUT the next 5 km was like nuts man...capped Z-E-R-O times lor... and it was really quite stable lar.... lol tink the 6 times tt we capped were all my faults lar... sianz....

going kbox-ing TMR or at least i tink so bah... if hazel's nt going i'm gonna feel so outcasted lar... whee!!

1.0x10^(-ve infinity). now i really know where do i stand. you're really like the so many of them, really sick and tired of all these fucking shits. i don't know why did i even bother. really really tired, someone really help me please. stop me from falling and let me stay on my feet.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, May 29, 2007
11:52 PM

so near yet so far

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, May 20, 2007
8:35 PM

zzzz stayed over at hb hse ytd la... was like my 2nd time stayin over at fren's hse la... 1st time was at ron's hse fer the man u vs chel epl match... and now its the same man u vs chelsea match fa cup la!!

had training ytd la and it was pretty good. ok, now my partner's changed to jh lo so it was quite good la... hb dun 1 me liao lor sian ji puaz la...so me and jh took the stingray without the front seat and it was really quite stable la... lol as compared with seat in the front lor. capped a few times and then we learnt the kicking stroke from 'cher.. and it was freakin' effective la... the boat was like goin quite fast la... tried using the seat at the end and it wasn't that bad either, we could go a little before capping la... so means we gt improve by quite alot lor. den it was like after the training then after i change finish liao, den jh ask me, eh u wanna go hb hse watch soccer? den i was like ???!!!... lol was rather sudden la. so i went home 1st to ask my parents, den went over to sr to meet jh and dewei..took 53 to hb hse and saw him under his block. went to his hse, which is almost similar to jh hse la... zzz all rich kids lor...later zixian came later and we all watched the match together. 1st half was pretty boring and we went to 7-11 at halftime. was late fer the 2nd half and den came the stupid xtra time... giggs is shiat man... should have scored la... den the
stupid drogba was like knn... but the buildup was veh nice la... knn...

went to macs after the final and we sit down dere chattin la...all of us didn't want to go buy the meal la.. so in the end coz hb coin dropped, so he went to buy lo... bought nugget meal and we all shared. zixian left suddenly, coz he could convince his parents to allow him to stay overnite at hb hse lor... sianz... went back to hb hse, watched the spanish league, valencia vs mallorca. chatted abit, gossiped ALOT and i fell asleep early la... like ard 430 liddat... woke up the nxt day at ard 8 plus, nearing 9 la... 'slept' till 11 den woke up...hb they all played the wwe cards which i dunno la, so i just played solitaire on hb's com... his net was down la, if nt i could surf the net. damn went to hawker centre to eat la... and it was very amazing la, went to hb hse with onli 2 bucks in my wallet... and yet i could still eat so much la... coz hb keep treating us!! wahahahaz!! his mom gave him 50 bucks just fer 4 of us la...

went to bugis later on to study with vincent, jc and gab lo... stayed dere fer 1/2 hr, saw my arcade fren, and finally home! damn i so shagged now la...

all i really really want...

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, May 18, 2007
11:20 PM

ahh... i guess i really need to do something about it. its like what the hell man, cant stop tinkin abt it. damn it lar... i really wanna stop all these.

should i give up? its killing.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Sunday, May 13, 2007
12:36 AM



hrm, long time no update, coz of all the shit tests, and all the trainings... and yea, i realised tt i've never even passed a single test in ny before... DAMIT MAN!! nabei... tt day just kenna suan by my chem teacher la....say i a1 in pure chem den still fail the lecture test... zzz lol i failed the chem test is most prob i din study enuff ma....sianzational.... and i oso realised tt kayaking actually allows me to destress la... after the trainings, den i'd like be much happier than when i came fer trainings la!! haiz... and i guess tt my partner is really at risk la... damn i'm just too lousy!! and i guess i really need to learn how to balance properly on the stingray lor... sianz...



a minute of rest from balancing.



lol; me gettin in, partner stablising.




getting wild



end of training, another day's of hard work

trying to get in. and washing my leg

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, May 03, 2007
12:14 AM

I'm so tired of being here,
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it wont leave me alone...
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real.
There's just too much that time cannot erase...


Random post here. (lyrics of a song)
AND im not emo. =)

expressing the emptiness inside me..