Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only me in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

PROFILE

Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

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Saturday, June 21, 2008
1:49 PM

mid-years are really coming soon. kinda sick of studying la, though i really haven't been studying much. why cant NY be like RJ, or even JJ, where they dun have mid years. zzz. so tiring la.

but i reallly haven't been touching some books lately, cos mom's in hospital. gt operation for her stomach bloatness, or smth like that. so was just stoning in the hospital. did nothing. zzz

and i'm not going for the 'a' div this year. couldn't make the mark. had the time trial on monday. did 212, while the cutoff time was 2 flat. 12 seconds behind. seems like a lot. zzz. oh well. seems kinda of wasted la, all my efforts for the june holidays. went down for almost every single trg, but still couldn't make the mark. kind of sad ehh? but at least i can still rmb cher saying 1 thing abt me. he said in chinese, and my bloody comp now cant type chinese, so its like 'with these kind of muscles, its bullshiat if you don't win the a div. lol I CANT BELIEVE HE SAID THAT. but i'm still out. haha. so ironic.

met ronson, fats yesterday to try out new food again. had japanese food at the cathay. wasn't too bad. but now i'm really totally broke. gonna meet fats again at the tp library to study. sians. maths on monday. zzz.

it's all about the choices we make.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Wednesday, June 11, 2008
8:35 AM

this post was meant for yesterday, but i fell asleep upon reading just one chem lecture notes. zzz too tired after running my 1st 10km.

rowed with dewei on monday. felt quite good, especially for the 2km sprints. did 3 of them. so freaking shagged la. but our 500m sprint was rubbish, prob cos i was too tired. zzz.

went to mos ytd with kwek and weiliang to study. study quite a few chem lect notes and abit of physics. lol. ate abit and went to sign up for the mizuno wave run. like the jersey this year la, like much nicer compared to last year. blue for the sides i think. but the shoe bag doesn't seems nice. kinda ugly, but nvm. my 1st competitive 10km run, hopefully i can do it well. wanted to run at the stadium, but it was closed. got some soccer match or something. went home to run instead. clocked 62 mins and 36 secs for my 1st 10km. didn't really that exhausted at the end, so i prob can improve my timing. hope to hit under 1 hour. went home, studied a little and was sleeping soon. zzz.


Can someone tell me what to say,
just make you stay.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, June 07, 2008
12:06 AM

had the organic chem cafe today. woke up early, went to sch for the early lessons, starting with synthesis. did the questions, rotated around, and went for a break. went for the 2nd part and went for lunch. crashed kwek's BM course, den went for our turn to tutor. did it okay, den went for the finale. went to the 2nd canteen nearby some part of the class den went to amk to meet fats john ron and jh.

planned to eat the famous 'botak jones' but got lost under fats direction. zzz, took 138, which was going to the zoo, and the freaking bus was packed. but then again we got lost. zzz. took the correct path the next time round, 265 from central.

found the place and whoo, the servings were large, except for my cajun chicken. lol kinda small la. zzz but thn, fats ordered the whoopass cheese fries and the servings was FREAKING LARGE! zzz. couldn't eat finish. walked back to central, slacked at mos and then left.

I know you don't think that i'm trying,
i know you are wearing things down the core.
Fall for you.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, June 05, 2008
8:16 PM

whew! really shagged today. trainings on consecutive days, plus exercises is freaking tiring.

went to school to study on tues, with part of the class. wasn't really that productive, did only 4 questions on vectors. zzz. so hard la vectors. waited for the rain to let up, and did intervals with kwek gabriel and ch. ch ran 10k, so we waited for him in the end. took our bags and then left at abt 7 plus.

nothing much yesterday, rowed and rowed. dunno even whether im going a div. did exercises and went for the class bbq at hougang. ate a little before that, and ate a little bbq-ed food. lolcan still rmb, ppl who are stupid are low iq, people who are antisocial are low eq, then ppl who dunno how barbecue food are low bbq. played a little of badminton, then also played a little at the playground, before going home. took 88, den slept almost all the way. zzz so long la

rowing today again, with dewei. not bad la, most of the mistakes is my fault, but we can be faster! whee! but still not sure if we're going a div. zzz.

going for the OCC tmr, pray that the students dun ask ridiculous questions. if not, i'm gonna be the student instead.

I've fallen more in love with you, but then again, i'm hanging by a moment.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Monday, June 02, 2008
11:02 PM

whew, am i exhausted.

went for the ntu bike rally 2008 on sunday, together with kwek, jeffrey(kwek's fren), ch, gabriel, hh, amos gh, and one of jeffrey's friend. stayed over at kwek's house the night before, with gh and jeffrey. played fifa till 230, despite having to wake up at 4, which is like less than 2 hours later. woke up at 430 feeling damn groggy. didn't really feel like going for the rally at that time. left his house and flagged a taxi.

we were kind of the 1st few to arrive, like typical singaporeans la. zzz. cycled around, ate breakfast and started off at 7.most of the ppl there were ntu ppl, and most were also older than us. we were considered rather young there lo. 1st few stretches was ok. but after ntu checkpoint, it was really really freaking tiring la. had a good chat with kwek, along the last stretch, and raced with him to the finishing line. got our goodies bags and shirt. participated in this mini physical conpetition, and won a 100 bucks watch. cool man! did 82 pushups.

seriously, 128 km is no easy feat la. somemore, there are many slopes, uphill somemore. so when the organisers said 'u've completed 128km' at the finishing line, it really really felt great. well done everybody!

went to eat at the hawker centre after that, and my dad came to fetch me. ferried gabriel, hh, and amos over to tp station then went home.

leadership is not a skill, but a talent of acting.

expressing the emptiness inside me..