Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only me in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

PROFILE

Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

DESIRES
Her; TPY Zone X Sega Daytona 1994 no.4

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Monday, February 26, 2007
9:03 PM


damn, i cant stop laughing at this pic...
i wonder how the teacher marked this kid worksheet la...

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Thursday, February 22, 2007
9:46 PM

whenever i think abt today... i feel like its all a dumb joke la... its really really damn funny lar...dunno if we were really damn unlucky or wat la... but we GOT BOOTED OUT OF VJC!damn... so most of the time i onli managed to take a good look at the toilet cubicle onli... tts all... damn...

it was like this...

Sitting at the canteen...was me, aloy, junhong, mingyang. den there was this teacher walking past us and looking at us intently..
walks past us, reverses and asks mingyang: wat class are u from?
Mingyang: s44
teacher asks me: what class are u from den?
me: s44
teacher raises his hand to indicate mingyang not to talk.
teacher asks me: WHO IS UR CIVICS TUTOR?
bloody hell, from this point onwards i noe gt daizhi oredi...
me:i dunno
teacher: u dunno ur civics tutor?!
*teachers turns around and ask aloy*
teacher: wat class r u from?
* teacher turns to jh*
teacher:which class are u from?

den really no choice we tell the damn teacher we were crashing vj la... den well...the rest is history...but its really suspicious la... coz dere's like onli 10 marists J1 in vj... so the teacher perhaps abit suspicious tt suddenly gt so many marists in this sch...sianz... didn't feel like goin back ny so we decided to play pool lo... played for 4 hrs den went back to ny for training...sianz... but aloy poor thing sia... 1st time crashin sch den kenna chased out...lol


i really miss those 155 days..

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Monday, February 19, 2007
10:52 PM

飞轮海-夏雪

你给的爱带着温度
尤其拥抱时最清楚
心跳传来的起伏
像一颗跳动的暖炉
手放进口袋的温
度融化了走过的路途
冰天雪地的国度
能抱着你就很满足
谁都知道气候会变
更别说诺言
你的冬衣还留在我窗前
你的世界已经准时晴天
远方的我在夏天看雪
我的孤独慢慢冻结
在没有你的夜
给我的爱已经过了期限
而我的心在夏天下雪
明明寒冬已经很远
我还是无法结束这冬眠

我的世界乱了季节
赤道居然会飘着雪
热带雨林的原野
看起来白茫茫一片
回忆在我心中积雪
连日出也无法溶解
应该流汗的夏天
可是却一直流眼泪

没有你的夜

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Sunday, February 18, 2007
9:39 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! lol its abit late but nonetheless... hrm... guess tt the amount of hongbao has really really fallen quite alot... ever since i lost both my grandmas'... yea...dunno why, but since their deaths the BIG family is splitting up... so its abit hard gettin hongbao moneys these time... sian... but oh wells... still managed to catch up with almost everybody...well ALMOST la... sometimes i envy people with grandparents... nvr even gt to c my grandfathers... both my parents sides were gone before i was even born, and i lost both my grandmas' at age 13-14 consecutively...could still rmb in the past where i had to ask my bro wat my grandmas was talkin abt coz i could not understand... those were really the good days...

still gt abit more relatives to visit for more hongbaos... gonna use some of the angbao money to buy a new crumpler bag... haiz... i've been thinking tt my TOTAL hongbao money is probably lesser than wat people like eehuai or ronson's parents give them...lol...hrm cant really expect much la... sianzzz...drank abt half a can of tiger beer at my aunt house... didn't feel much difference... actually no difference at all ... no drowsiness or watsoever...juz realized tt alot of ppl's coming to ny la... gt jh, zixian, daryl and many more lol...crashin vj on wed with hy...lol

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
9:42 PM

though it doesn't lead to anything, i feel happy, and also retarded smiling to myself

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Sunday, February 11, 2007
8:53 AM

hrm... bloggin again! but after the results are out...was quite disappointed with my combined humans and e maths lo...went to meet ben they all at sr macs....ben bought his laptop and we surfed the net to waste time.... went to tp to eat with ron AND I REALISED I FORGOT TO BRING MY LIBRARY BOOK?!?! rushed back home to take the damn book and so we were late for the results la... reached sch abt 245 liddat... ran all the way from the bus stop to mshs.... was oredi abit scared when my name didn't appeared on the screen la! den i became even more scared la...i didn't look at the results while at yuan lao shi table la... wanted to walked out of the hall den i take a look but i saw leh... so i c my results with him... i c my el and humans results i damn scared liao la.... nabei both 3 la... el was expected but humans.... wanted to get a2 1 la...den i c my e maths oso sianz.... i oso dunno y my e maths lousier than my a maths la... but i noe i did alot of careless mistakes in the exam... so haiz...lucky my sciences didn't fail my expectations! and my chinese improved!! from b4 to b3 but still no diff la... i nvr even use chinese 1...


cheer up ronson

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Monday, February 05, 2007
10:17 PM

been wondering really really very hard... y izit that mine is so fucking unsuccessful...sometimes i really get envious when things work out so easily for other people...i really wanna noe the damned answer... is it really my fault for not opening my mouth on tt day of the prelims? IZIT JUST ONLI MY BLOODY FAULT?! emo-ing really sucks man...but once i think of her, its like really extreme mood swings...

fuck u man, i hope u get knocked down and u die

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5:13 PM

FRIDAY. 09 february '07. i pray....

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Friday, February 02, 2007
11:03 PM

went to kallang on wednesday for the final of the ASEAN football championship.... went with my CT along with ronson they all...went for ava briefing for kayaking den decided to pon the swimming training...went home to change into new clothes and my new dunk low shoes! didn't come cheap at 106 la... knn...bought it the previous while searching for the class tee. 1st 3 months having a class tee is like abit lame leh... juz like zhihui LAME! so anyway, waited at kallang but it was like SO FULL LA... meet ronson they all den half of them went 1st, den waited for ximin dawn and huiquan....den walked to nat stadium... was oredi late la, cannt even sing the national anthem. had difficulty in finding guohao they all. found them later on and soon all the vulgarities were like streaming out from EVERYBODY'S MOUTH! TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS!! HAHAZ...well that includes me la...still gt the BUTOH!hahaz... its like the person will sound the airhorn 9 times den we shout butoh...lazy to blog abt the match.... but its gd tt singapore won!!lol...

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