Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only me in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

PROFILE

Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

DESIRES
Her; TPY Zone X Sega Daytona 1994 no.4

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Monday, March 31, 2008
5:30 PM

felt very disturbed today. yea, 1st time seeing wm cry. it's really really very sad. comforted him alot and skipped pe. weimin, relax, we don't know how u feel, but we will always be there to support and help you. jiayou!

sometimes i win, sometimes, i lose.
the losses seems heavier than the wins.
each time it happens my heart bleeds.
cos i still.
期待你发现我的爱.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Friday, March 28, 2008
4:18 PM

well; block test over! kinda late to talk about it but nevermind, still its over. had land training in school ytd. damn freaking tiring, sprinted like 2km la. felt damn giddy after each sprint lo.

went to wl house after tt to teach him abit of maple. realised tt the rest of the guys were at tp gym. played a while more, den rushed over there. did quite abit of exercises. sweated alot, but muscles didn't ache. damit. went over to ljs at entertainment ctr to eat, den went to arcade on top. played alot of daytona and watched the rest play. played soccer and won in1 round. tts kinda rare la. kwek and chao left 1st, den jiacheng told me tt the girls were at huijie house, and they are going to play table tennis. went over there with weiliang, hh, and jiacheng. stopped over at hh house to get some stuffs and went over to huijie house. kinda big lo, the facilities den trashes mine, prob cos mine have NONE. lol. went up awhile, ate cookies and down again. haven been playing table tennis since pri 6. so, mine is really sucky man. sucks to the damn core. played till 7, left the area and had dinner. talked alot of crap there and went back to hougang central to shop. made some calls and took 88 home. the bus was caught in some kind of accident la, den kenna jammed. zzz.

went to school in the morn. met kwek, hazel, jy, wl and hh. wrote some messages, gave it to the ppl going for reblock test and chatted quite alot. hazel went off early and we went under some void deck to stone. waited for the rest to finish, den went to eat. took bus to kovan, and bowled. lol broke my best record today, and had a turkey. kwek did a double, but still no turkey lol. den wm did a turkey, and finally my turn! haha. took the mrt to farrer park and took 130 home. damn tired now la. gonna miss tomorrow's carnival due to njcc. oh well. have fun class:). gonna get back results next week, bets its all sucky.



Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 25, 2008
8:39 PM

tomorrow's finally the last day of the block test. kinda sick of stoning for each paper. somehow the standard's been raisen. all i see in front of me are just alien languages. i just can't understand them at all. but then, after the tests is all over, there's always still the results. just hope that i don't have to be talked into retaining. ohhs. damit. and i don't know how to study for physics mcq tmr.

been chionging alot of maple the past few days and i'm kinda tired now. zzz its kinda boring in the first place. went to weiliang house to help him out with his pokemon. waited in vain. kinda used to it. huge jam at 145 nd 139. took 139 in the end and stood the whole journey. went to eat beef noodles at the market.

'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorryI can't be perfect Now it's just too late andWe can't go back I'm sorryI can't be perfect.
why?

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Tuesday, March 18, 2008
9:30 PM

screwed the maths paper real bad today. ah damit, really damn difficult la, the stupid paper. only geniuses like weiliang can only -17 marks. i prob minus about 40-50 plus marks. prob gonna flunk it. wasn't even doing maths la, was just stoning down there thinking of playing. damn. kwek and cindy can prob testify to it.

went to tp to eat with jy, weiliang and chek keng today. talk alot of cock, well most of it. went around tp walking, debating whether they wanna come my house. in the end, they were too tired and didn't want to. went home to chiong abit of maple. haha. actually i played like 4 hours. zzz. now studying abit of tutorial answers tts all. sians. chem tmr, hopefully it'll be better.!


now i see you; now i don't.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, March 13, 2008
8:19 PM

well, block tests next week. prob gonna flunk it real bad lo. haven really started studying properly la. zzz.

went to study with kwek and weiliang at entertainment macs today. studied all the phy lecture notes, cos its like practically the whole syllabus for paper 1 and 2. and i haven started on econs yet la. damit. somemore its on the 1st day. and still, ms poh expects me to hand in a perfect essay. screw it man. its prob the most 'ideal' essay she is gonna receive.

went arcade for a little while to rest, den went to toapayoh gym. raining la. damit. i hate rain. it sucks when i don't need it. prob need it to save more on aircon bills. met jiarong and yanchao down there, and well, jiarong was like our training instructor. and he's strict for sure. but i guess his trg is veh effective, cos my shoulder, triceps, lats, and chest muscles ache like hell man. went back to ljs to lunch, and studied there. had a brief maths revision with weiliang. boy, his maths is sure good man. guess i'll need more of his help, especially with vectors. and well, a little of arcade and home. tired man. really tired. everywhere also pain la now. brain hurts the most.

雨是冷的,眼泪是热的. 下雨时,老天不是在为你哭泣,不在同情你,而是在笑你笨.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Saturday, March 08, 2008
12:18 AM

well, got a stupid 'd' for the chinese a level results. didn't really expect myself to do well, but not that bad either. especially after i saw that my oral had distinction la. damit. well, means tt my paper was screwed up pretty badly. probably cos the marker couldn't read my handwriting properly.

fell sick again today, and went home to take my medicine. felt much better and returned back to school. went to the hall to see the results performance. kinda shocked when i see the no. of distinctions for my h2 subjs, especially for physics. damn, needa buck up soon. the ppl talked alot of crap and wasn't really interested. some ppl gt back their chem quiz, and i realised tt those who didn't get back theirs had failed it, so we had to stay back. went back to for ct to collect our chinese results. well, yanyu, hazel and jieyang gt 'a'. gt my stupid 'd' of course.

went to chat with the rest of the guys after sch at sr central. talking lots of cock, along with funny campaigns to be held. haha. kinda funny though. met ronson, jh and fats at amk hub to watch 10,000bc. yea my time. not bad lar, the movie. but quite lame la, the ending.

went to macs to chat with jh and ronson after tt. had a great time. hopefully we can all meet up soon again.


when it's my turn, it never comes.

expressing the emptiness inside me..

Thursday, March 06, 2008
8:54 PM

yea; sort of reopened my blog. haha, anybody who sees this, tag?

missed sch today, didn't feel tt good in the morn, so went to see the dumb doc. expensive la. had gastric flu again. kinda ridiculous.
feeling kinda lost now. everything in my bloody life is effing screwed up now. studies like shit. really shit man. and now, i feel so damn tired, . block test coming, but then, i haven studied at all. damn. gonna get back the chinese a level results tomorrow. lol think i screwed it up, like my o level liddat. sians la.
need to buy a new backpack soon. i don't really like bringing a crumpler to school. so damn heavy.

so tell me; what is real?

expressing the emptiness inside me..