hrm... went to sch on thurs fer pw... and the whole meeting only lasted like 1/2 hr? lol our meetings are getting shorter and SHORTER! lol but we are still productive wat...lol and summore i arrived late lar... lol..went to ate lunch with jieyang...talked crap,den went back sch to study.... lol ps jh, dewei and char, went to study with my other fren. lol and they were like saying loads of rumours abt me lar...knn. dere's really nth between us lar... lol went home after tt, ps-ed them again, . but i found out tt i actually didn't study much lar... only did 1 maths qn fer the whole 4 hrs. hahas... was busy chatting ma...had lots of 'catching up' to do lo... hais...

went sch on fri to study again... and i noe tt my chem really is LOUSY! lol....simple qns oso cant solve. ... jiarong came in halfway and we 3 studied together till 130, den he siam, cos he dun wanna c wt ma... lol damn funny lar... and now i oso noe who jr like liao...haha...went to eat at the kopitiam and took 156 to mac... and seriously, all these trainings during the hols are gonna kill me soon. haven really studied yet lar. hais... i really wanna noe whether i'm goin fer the competition lor.... sian up till only the j2s noe lar... the j1s noe nuts.

training ytd was cancelled so i went out with my aunt. haven seen her in quite a long and lol she gave me 150 bucks fer me to spend lar... whee!! watch men in white with her oso... and it was VERY lame lar... lolbut the endin abit sad la... hahs...

i just want to know what went wrong; and what can i do to patch this whole thing up? i really feel so useless, so dumb, so powerless, so cock-eyed. tell me please? this is just going to kill me soon.