Once upon a time, I was the happiest person on earth
 But now, I'm only falling apart
 There's nothing I can do
 A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
 But now, there's only me in the dark
 There's nothing I can say
 A total eclipse of the heart

I am always in the dark..

PROFILE

Weihan aka BBR;SGPS; MSHS; NYJC(0713); NYKRT; Manchester United Football Club; Ruud van Nistelrooy

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Friday, November 30, 2007
8:50 AM

returned from the class chalet yesterday.

went to kwek's house 1st on 27. reached his house at around 1, then went to old airport to eat. came back. chatted abit about jobs and i was just listening la. feel kinda n00b cos i've never found a job and i REALLY WANNA FIND ONE! hazel's already found one la. guess nobody wanna hire a n00b like me la.

played topspin, and kwek's dad reached home. waited for weimin to reached and set off at about 330. relied on GPS while on the way and found it fascinating. reached the pretty 'high-class' aranda's country club and checked in. made an overall item check for the chalet and made sure it was in. weimin called us to the balcony and saw a guy being pulled out of the lazy river. the lifeguards performed CPR on him and it sure reminded me of the days in SJAB. kinda missed them. the com trainings, the soccer, the activities and the outings. really really miss the people. can't wait for the 40th anniversary of MSHSJAB tmr! soon, the rest came and we didn't wanna open the door. lols well, in the end, they came in and the fun started. crapped around and went down to collect the BBQ stuffs. brought them up and went to start the fire. basically, me, kwek, weimin, honghao and weiliang went down to do most of the saikang la. had a 'mini-competition' but i dunno who's the winner of the charcoal arranging method. had a difficult time starting the fire, and had lots of argument on the fone. oh wells, guess fights are really inevitable. started the fire, went out to cheers to buy drinks and other stuffs. went back to the chalet and me and kwek was just cooking without eating. most of the time, me and kwek just stood by the bbq pit la. ate lots of chicken wing at the end, most of them cooked by me. went up a little while before going out to arcade with kwek. the rest were busy with playing, chatting etc. played basketball with kwek and it was pretty lousy at 1st. displayed my arcade abilities with DAYTONA! played VS2 also la. but played basketball the most. challenged kwek and won him, considering the 1st round, i lost to him by 20+ plus! lols scored 248, and he was just 245. our total combined score was 404, i tink so. set the auto record even though the manual record was pretty low for daytona. played a little pool in between and me and kwek beat wm and ck! lols kinda miracle la. played a little time crisis 4. the rest of the people came in between and we were like the smelliest la. cos the rest bathed andwe still reeked of smoke smell la! went back to chat and played card games. played murderer and detectives and i was kinda n00b la. but gt 1 time i was the murderer and the game was pretty over cos i killed fast:)! also, another time where me, wm and kwek was the police. we showed each other our cards and laughed for 5 seconds. and 4 people died. lols. played until people anyhow said 'i'mdead' then we stopped and the rest went to sleep. took out my headfones and listened from 4 plus to 6 plus. couldn't really sleep. watched hazel, huijie, adeline and weiliang played cards and went out to walk.

felt super giddy and went to the toilet to shit. went to macs and had our breakfast. didn't feel good and felt nauseous. went back chalet 1st with honghao and cleared up the area. watched blades of glory and felt it was super duper funny la. quite pervertic la. especially when the 2 skaters collided balls-on. watched chuck and larry next and it was really a super 'gay' movie. no kidding. still didn't feel good after that and didn't go for the cycling trip. but still i couldn't sleep, so i just laid down thinking about random stuffs. they took about 3 hours i tink. and kwek, gabriel, honghao came back 1st. debated on where to eat for dinner and they decided to have it free-for-all. played bridge and big2 a while, before sohee taught me how to play mahjong! still kinda n00b but still i'm i won! lols sohee was helping me all the way la!thanks soh ee! whee! went to bk with kwek to buy our dinner, along with the snacks we bought at cheers. went back to the chalet without the gals and waited for them to return. ate our dinner and chatted alot. went to play bridge with kwek, weiliang and yanchao! the bidding was only mainly between me and kwek la. lols. gt 1 time kwek bid 4-something and i was his partner. he overtook my aces and kings and i thought oh wells, game over! but then, we still won! lols 10 sets leh. not easy to win! tink gabriel told us that weimin said patricia mok was damn chio and we were laughing like nuts la! patrcia mok chio? lols. hazel came in and keep disturbing us la. soon everybody left the room, leaving me, kwek gh and hazel. gossiped and kwek was like an asshole la. lols. gabriel came in a little while after that but we couldn't gossip continually cos honghao and weimin keep knocking on our door. pretended to sleep when they came in and they were baffled on why hazel would sleep witth 3 guys la. lols. gossiped alot on BGR. mainly it was me asking the questions and they would give their opinions. stopped a little while later on. the girls wanted to go to macs and we went out together.hazel was like sotired tt i had to push her la. parted at macs and went to pasir ris park with honghao, kwek, weimin, gabriel, yanchao, gh. talked about NS stuffs, which course to take after bmt etc. bought cup noodles and bought them back to the chalet. cooked our noodles and chatted about funny stuffs. chek and hx came in halfway and they stayed over at our chalet. lols kinda sweet la. chatted more about various stuffs, like weiliang becoming ct rep etc. soon we all became veh tired but couldn't get to sleep. so only me, kwek, chao and wm sat down to play bridge and big 2. played from 4 plus to 7 plus. imagine yourself sitting down for 3 hours plus. weimin said the next person to say ' fuck' will then allow us to sleep. so weimin went to wake up honghao and disturbed him cos honghao had the highest probability to say ' fuck'. lols and well he did! BUT STILL, i can't get to sleep la. cleared up the chalet and tried waking up the girls, but they didn't budge. played poker and lost quite abit in the beginning. but i recouped my losses and won a little of money! but guess i'm really not that kind of type for gambling lo. booked out and then took 21 home. the fucking bus was really damn slow la. the stupid driver sucks man. took until my legs and back were hurting. reached home and ate my lunch. and while i was unpacking, i just fell asleep. and slept for 17 hours straight. yep, tink its a record fer me liao. but kinda expected la, since i'm the only person in the chalet not to sleep throughout at all la. slept at 1 and woke up the next day at 630 la. my mom told me she tried calling me up for dinner but cant at all! guess i really slept like a log. guess thats all for now. thats my longest post up till now. and i'm probably can't go training tmr, cos i needa collect my passport and follow my parents to look thru travel packages. but somehow i feel i won't be stepping out of the singaporean soil.

'sorry seems to be the hardest word to say. but still, i will say 'sorry' to you. cos i think i went overboard.

expressing the emptiness inside me..